music is my therapy: Blog

amongst the leaves

Sun, 04 Jun 2006 04:23:37 GMT

oh no, my time has come

another day, where I feel dumb

memories, just fade away

and then return, another day

lost myself, in a sweet embrace

but now I know, it's my shadow I chase

fallen down, spinning in pain

lost myself, this time in vain

(chorus)

wore my heart, upon my sleaves

but lost it now, amongst the leaves

lost forever, into the night

out of mind, and out of sight

now I look, into the skies

wrapped in fear, paralyzed

the sun will shine, but not today

like a car crash, can't look away

(chorus)

some day

my pain float away

into the clouds and fade

things will be ok

and someday

I'll try to stay awake

no matter what's at stake

I'll do just what it takes

(chorus x2)

silhouette

Sat, 08 Apr 2006 05:33:10 GMT

I wake up and the sun is shining

but inside I can feel me dying

still crying....

I smoke the pack's last cigarette

still haunted by your silhouette

and regret....

my eyes are closed for a reason

won't open them til god know's when

I'm broken....

I got lost within myself again

looking to be a better man

that's my plan....

don't know where the hell I'm going

don't know what this world is showing

lost then found don't mean a thing

when you're stuck with everything

feel the weight that's on my shoulders

couldn't share it with the others

too stubborn now, too stubborn then

caught inside your lies again

begging to take the pain away

but memories of you still stay

to my dismay....

I feel the world around neck

feel as though it's one big wreck

so I reflect....

on all the things that mean a thing

figure out it's just nothing

not something....

you choose to live, or choose to die

choose to give, or just deny

but why? but why......

don't know where the hell I'm going

don't know what this world is showing

lost then found don't mean a thing

when you're stuck with everything

feel the weight that's on my shoulders

couldn't share it with the others

too stubborn now, too stubborn then

caught inside your lies again

smoke the day's last cigarette

still trapped inside your silhouette

no regret

where've you gone

Sat, 08 Apr 2006 04:39:01 GMT

(verse i)

I don't know why you would not stay

I guess you needed something more

closed my eyes, began to pray

to a god I just ignore

(prechorus i)

all night long.....

where've you gone......

(verse ii)

I bite my tongue, I could not say

hurtful things, to you, my sweet

my dying heart, well it still pays

after every little beat

(prechorus ii)

was I wrong.....

where've you gone.....

(chorus)

and the nights

seem so long

without you

when can I

move along

without you

(verse iii)

you stole my heart, I want it back

shouldn't gave it up so quick

honesty is what you lacked

honestly it made me sick

(prechorus iii)

for so long.....

where've you gone....

(chorus x2)

and the nights

seem so long

without you

when can I

move along

without you

what tomorrow brings

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 02:10:51 GMT

you've played with my feelings, you've played with my head

feeling as though I have been mislead

but still I think of you so kindly

just seeing you, is what reminds me

of the feeling that I want so bad

of the the feeling that I once had

I wish so much that we could be

together forever and eternity

but I know forever will never last

and our lives go on, much too fast

so I'm thankful for what you brought to me

what tomorrow brings, we'll have to see

poem thingy that I will work into a song

Thu, 01 Sep 2005 01:16:27 GMT

you picked up the pieces

of me on the ground

I gazed up at you

love's what I found

holding you gently

kisses so sweet

there must be a reason

why we would meet

summer is ending

you're still in my heart

but I am fearing

that things will not start

hold back my tears now

'cause I'm missing you

I hope that someday

you'll miss me too