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June 04

amongst the leaves

oh no, my time has come
another day, where I feel dumb
memories, just fade away
and then return, another day
lost myself, in a sweet embrace
but now I know, it's my shadow I chase
fallen down, spinning in pain
lost myself, this time in vain
 
(chorus)
wore my heart, upon my sleaves
but lost it now, amongst the leaves
lost forever, into the night
out of mind, and out of sight
 
now I look, into the skies
wrapped in fear, paralyzed
the sun will shine, but not today
like a car crash, can't look away
 
(chorus)
 
some day
my pain float away
into the clouds and fade
things will be ok
and someday
I'll try to stay awake
no matter what's at stake
I'll do just what it takes
 
(chorus x2)
April 08

silhouette

I wake up and the sun is shining
but inside I can feel me dying
still crying....
I smoke the pack's last cigarette
still haunted by your silhouette
and regret....
my eyes are closed for a reason
won't open them til god know's when
I'm broken....
I got lost within myself again
looking to be a better man
that's my plan....
 
don't know where the hell I'm going
don't know what this world is showing
lost then found don't mean a thing
when you're stuck with everything
feel the weight that's on my shoulders
couldn't share it with the others
too stubborn now, too stubborn then
caught inside your lies again
 
begging to take the pain away
but memories of you still stay
to my dismay....
I feel the world around neck
feel as though it's one big wreck
so I reflect....
on all the things that mean a thing
figure out it's just nothing
not something....
you choose to live, or choose to die
choose to give, or just deny
but why? but why......
 
don't know where the hell I'm going
don't know what this world is showing
lost then found don't mean a thing
when you're stuck with everything
feel the weight that's on my shoulders
couldn't share it with the others
too stubborn now, too stubborn then
caught inside your lies again
 
smoke the day's last cigarette
still trapped inside your silhouette
no regret

where've you gone

(verse i)
I don't know why you would not stay
I guess you needed something more
closed my eyes, began to pray
to a god I just ignore
 
(prechorus i)
all night long.....
where've you gone......
 
(verse ii)
I bite my tongue, I could not say
hurtful things, to you, my sweet
my dying heart, well it still pays
after every little beat
 
(prechorus ii)
was I wrong.....
where've you gone.....
 
(chorus)
and the nights
seem so long
without you
 
when can I
move along
without you
 
(verse iii)
you stole my heart, I want it back
shouldn't gave it up so quick
honesty is what you lacked
honestly it made me sick
 
(prechorus iii)
for so long.....
where've you gone....
 
(chorus x2)
and the nights
seem so long
without you
 
when can I
move along
without you
September 04

what tomorrow brings

you've played with my feelings, you've played with my head
feeling as though I have been mislead
but still I think of you so kindly
just seeing you, is what reminds me
of the feeling that I want so bad
of the the feeling that I once had
I wish so much that we could be
together forever and eternity
but I know forever will never last
and our lives go on, much too fast
so I'm thankful for what you brought to me
what tomorrow brings, we'll have to see
August 31

poem thingy that I will work into a song

you picked up the pieces

of me on the ground

I gazed up at you

love's what I found

holding you gently

kisses so sweet

there must be a reason

why we would meet

summer is ending

you're still in my heart

but I am fearing

that things will not start

hold back my tears now

'cause I'm missing you

I hope that someday

you'll miss me too